No quiero

A veces pienso...


"In this moments i wish i could just die. I hate everything right now. My ears are burning my head, my mind just can to create another world, another life. Tears, stupid tears that wont to go away but they take a break to look around, look the sky, look my situation, looking what I came I wanna cry or just smoke a little kaya, take a knife and cut my vains, watch the blood flowing, that calms me. Thinking about it I realize that I can't do that, maybe in other moment but not now when I need it."